all my life i've been told, read about and sometimes spoke about how important it is to have goals. at work, in life - with others and your own self. however i've never been able to set any useful ones for myself. i distinctly recollect
sarathmenon popping the question many times - "where do you see yourself in, say 5y?". i never had an answer. the last couple of weeks have mostly been such a personal trainwreck. too many events and personal enough to not put them in here. but suffice to say i've not been my proudest. thankfully, things at work have been far far better. that's some solace to seek. anyway, the realisation that there has got to be sufficient changes and the thoughts that have led to it have been quite a soul stirring journey. a journey that's gonna take a while. maybe for the first time in all my life, i've realised and felt the power of setting and working towards a goal. this feels so motivating and fulfilling. i haven't felt as driven as soon as i wake up and through the day, as i am now. all of a sudden there's so little time, so much to think about and much more to do. while it's still easy to write about it, i hope i don't lose focus, direction and positional parameters. 'nuff said...